I Once Loved a Boy...

I once loved a boy...I realized I loved him when I was 10 years old...It took him 7 years to even notice me! I loved him so much I went out and bought a Wu Tang Clan chain just like his and I would wear it to get his attention. When he would come to the house to wash my mom's car on saturdays I would wake up early so that I could run downstairs and stare at him while he washed the car...I looked forward to seeing him at Jack-N-Jill meetings on Sunday evenings and tutoring during the week...He finally noticed me the summer before I went off to college...It was a great summer and a great Christmas break that followed...We were young, he was not ready to settle down...I was...We didn't make it...But today, he is one of my closest friends and the only person i will call at 3:00 a.m. and cry becasue i've had a bad day, a bad dream, a bad thought....I loved this boy, I love this man, and I will always love this man...

I once loved a boy so much that whenever I was around him I would get butterflies in my stomach. I thought he was the greatest guy to ever walk the face of the earth. Never met anybody that made me feel that special...we got older, we grow apart...I no longer love this man...I no longer know this man...

I once loved a boy so much that he consumed all of my thoughts....Just the sound of his voice made my heart skip a beat. Back when I believed that there was actually a man of MY dreams....he was it...We were so young...When we broke up, it was the first time that I actually felt the pain of a broken heart...I had experienced hurt feelings before, but never a broken heart. Things were never the same after that...Today, this man is my friend...and when i'm around him my heart beats at a normal rate...lol!

I once loved a boy so much so that he was my everything...We were attached at the hip, always together, the best of friends...we grew older, we went through alot of changes, things were never the same...Today we're still cool! I think he's great...just not for me...

I once loved a boy that was waaaay too old for me! Lol! He was one of my dearest friends and definitely helped me to get through a major transition in life. Over the years we would lose touch and always find our way back to each other! We are still very close friends and I will always love this man!

I once loved a boy so much that an argument with him would make me sick to my stomach...The relationship took all my energy....I lost sleep...missed meals...wrecked cars...lost weight...my hair fell out...And today, I think this man is a joke...I do not love him and I do not understand the love that I once had for him...THANK YOU GOD!!!

I once loved a boy that was my very best friend. He did some very hurtful things and I allowed that to affect the way that I felt about myself. I am no longer friends with this man. I do not love this man...I do not like this man...And some days I even hate this man...

I have loved many boys...but very few men!