I think about him almost every morning when I wake up. I think about him at night when I'm lying awake in bed and can't fall asleep. Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night and just think about him. And even in the middle of the day, for no reason at all, I think of him. I miss him everyday. And it doesn't hurt anymore to think of him or to miss him, but what still hurts is to know that he's not thinking of me. It causes my chest to tighten and I feel this emptinesss in my stomach. And it hurts because I miss him everyday and don't know why. It hurts because I miss him for no logical reason at all...I just do and its agonizing because I thought I'd be happier without him...So I can't give advice on how not to miss him, because I still miss him...I still miss him all the time!
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